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Remember the times when the people you were would be the same every day, day in day out, you knew, they would be there always. Remember when you thought that this life would never change, and you knew you were stable in what surrounded you and held you. Remember when you let all those things go? What a scary place to be. Remember when you saw all those things leave, when you parted ways and it was the empty lost and floundering feeling you swore you would never have to feel again as long as you lived? Yeah, those times are fleeting, so it seems, but we just get more accustomed to them over time. Remember when you swore you would never let it happen again, and remember when you remembered that promised when it did happen again? Stop and think back to when you thought that everything was as perfect as it would ever be. And think to what it's like, what's it's like right now. Totally different right? The way life moves is so unpredictable, and you're either on the train or just watching it go by. There is no telling when the schedule is gunna change and who is gunna be affected by it. There is no way to know whether or not you should have been on it, or you would have been safer on the platform because it was destined to crash. There is no way. You have to gamble, and risk it all, and be willing to be hurt. With big risk comes big rewards, and you can't get anything if you don't try. So when you remember what you were, what life was, and what people used to be like, remember what it was that got you through to now. Remember that the choice is yours, you can get on, or get off, but you can never go back. Make a decision and always remember what happened, because it will affect the future. It's worth it to make a mistake if it means that something changed, because if nothing ever changed, there would be nothing to remember at all.